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i'm back

2008-04-21T16:19:00.003+08:00

i dont know if anyone of my friends still visit my site or still updating their blogs...or if anyone will still read what im writing here...im just writing for old time sake and a trip down memory lane the past six months.

a lot has happened this past six month and i will probably enumerate it by month as to not bore anyone reading this.

Novermber: as usual...we went to the cemetry for the traditional todos los santos. spent the last couple of days of my sembreak reviewing for the special exam in pharmacology. i even had a fever 2 days before the start of the 2nd semester...and sadly i failed my make up exam by 2 pts.

December: all of us are in vacation mode but as usual they gave us a lot of exams before our holiday break. Our class went cruisin as a part of our christmas party. a lot came but there are still those who didnt come. It was a very unique and fun experience. Attended Paskuhan 2008. Attended the yearly psych christmas party...hay 6 lng kaming dumating. Enjoyed the holiday break but for some reason it didnt feel as fun as it used to be.

January: still with the holiday hang over but our professors cut that short due to all the quizzes and exams.

February: unventful. with the end of classes coming near and still a ton of lessons to study they gave us a heck of a month. we even had 5 exams of valentine's day. No choice but to stay at home and study.

March: exam month. as a part of being a med student in UST we had to endure 3 long weeks of examination. 1st week of march-shifting exam in all of the subjects. 2nd week of march-final examination in all of the subjects. 3rd week of march-comprehensive examination. we had our classes up to holy wednesday. March 29..had mini reunion with psych classmates at trinoma. visit my multiply site for pics.

April: release of grades. I made it to 3rd year! yey! V-neck na ko.:p had to enjoy for this is our last summer break for next year duty na. We already had our yearly family outing...sana more to come this summer. April 18 bday celebreation nila pai, she, kyang at lele sa gateway...salamat sa blowout.

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Movie update:

And dami kong movie na namiss! sa dvd n lng pag may time.

couple of movie i was able to see. national treasure 2 and forbidden kingdom. Ganda pareho! ndi ko na maalala kung may napanood pa akong iba.hehe

Next on my movie list: IRONMAN, THE INCREDIBLE HULK, DARK KNIGHT. excited na ako sana lang may pera pang matira.

blogging

2007-10-31T10:44:00.000+08:00

ilang araw na lang at pasukan nanaman....ilang linggo na namang exam at puyatan....at more than a month ulit bago magkaroon ng bakasyon...sana mag christmas break na.....bitin kasi ang sembreak.hehe parang ngayon ko pa lang nafi-feel yung bakasyon e...wala naman kasi akong masyadong nagawa this sembreak...natapos ko nang panoorin yung backlog ko sa bleach at naruto...yung house md season 3 hindi ko pa tapos...finished reading harry potter 7 and i still need to review for the my special exam in pharma. hay...mejo matagal ulit bago ulit ako makapagblog after sembreak. yun lang...

oct

2007-10-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

been a month since my last post...dami kasing exams...dami rin ginagawa...but only 2 more exam days to go tapos na ang second shifting...looking forward to two weeks of long sleep.hehe and panibagong bayaran nnmn...hay ang mahal magmed!

2007-09-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

i've read this in my mail and it really inspired me! i've started doubting this past few weeks but somehow i managed to hold on and by reading this article it made me realize and remember a lot of things why i entered this and this is best exemplified in this essay..hope that this will inspire my fellow med students and for those who will take up medicine.=)
IMNMD 2Bby Myrna L. Sajo
I am an MD-to-be. I live an unhealthy and sedentary lifestyle composed merely of sleeping to four hours a night (that is if you get lucky), sitting for long hours in the library. My exercise regimen is changing classrooms, standing for an hour or two during bedside discussions, and carrying thick-paged and hard-bound medical books. I am on the verge of caffeine addiction. All my energy has been drained from me. And the worst part is, I'm not just physically drained, I'm mentally and emotionally drained and socially stunted.
Is this the price I have to pay to be a doctor, to have that right to attach to my name those two most important letters in the alphabet, MD? Being a med student is like being handed a free roundtrip ticket to hell. For me, at least, it feels like it. I'm not delusional. I'm not discouraging anybody to be a doctor. But, one must know and understand the realitiesÃ¢â‚¬â€the truth that lies behind the typical life of a medical student. Before I entered medical school, I already had this preconceived notion that it would be really difficult. That was an understatement. First year was devoted to studying the "normal". The greatest bulk of my time was spent smelling formalin in the Anatomy laboratory with the cadavers. Since my pre-med was not Physical Therapy, I really had a hard time memorizing the origin, insertion, and actions of muscles which the doctors lovingly tie during practical examinations. Hello! Of course I know the commencement, termination, and tributaries of pudendal vein, but where the heck is it? I could not find it. I bet, even if they give me the whole hour to look for that vein, I'll never find it. Biochemistry? You need a trillion neurons to accommodate the litany of information you have to store. You'll need more than 36 ATP from glycolysis and Kreb's cycle to pass that subject. And more importantly, gluconeogenesis should also take place in your brain, not limited in your liver, because you'll really need a large amount of glucose to feed your ischemic brain.

If you can live in Neuroanatomy, Histology, Anatomy, and Biochemistry memorizing without understanding, Physiology is a different story. Physiology is understanding without the need of memorizing which unfortunately, was even harder for me. Moving on from first year to second year was like transferring from the Sahara Desert to Siberia . Everything we studied was abnormal. We spent hours in Pathology looking under the microscope, helplessly racking every corner of our brains for the diagnosis of a small scraped tissue. How could you tell that the patient is having a heart failure, that she has cancer and that she only has five years to live just by examining a teeny-weeny bit of stained tissue, resembling more an abstract-surrealist painting which I can never appreciate?
The essence of being a doctor nowadays is to be able to give the patient a prescription (Right or wrong, most of the time it does not matter anymore. Patients get instantly healed when they get their prescriptions) . And in our Pharmacology examinations, I usually don't get the right drug for prescription writing. Well, except for Paracetamol, but what the heck, I always computed for the wrong dosage. Internal Medicine tackled history and physical diagnosis. Here, you'll get a first-hand experience of interviewing a real patient. It's one small step closer to being a doctor.
I remembered how nervous I was approaching my first patient. I didn't know what to ask. My line of inquiry lacked coherence. I fumbled with the physical examination, wondering why I could not hear any heart sounds nor breath sounds, only to find out I wore my stethoscope the wrong way. I've just finished third year and I'm barely alive.
Third year was a totally different story. I had completely lost the idealism I had when I entered med school. I am beginning to ask myself why I'm spending the prime years of my life almost a breath away from cadavers, half alive-half dead myself. At 23, I should be earning already, and not be an immense burden to my parents. I have a high-maintenance lifestyle. My parents would spend close to a P100,000 a year only for my tuition. I still had to ask my mom money for my books and daily allowance. And I know that this setup will continue another four years or so. As my highschool friends are starting to save their earnings and beginning to build families of their own, I'm hardly out of med school, probably still stuck reading Harrison's Internal Medicine, cramming for a case presentation and helplessly being grilled by a consultant during bedside discussions.
Being a med student is nothing but sacrifice. First and foremost, you have to give up sleep. Sleep is the most precious gift any med student could ever receive. It seems that sleep does not exist in the vocabulary of our teachers. Sleep is taboo to medicine except when doctors advise it to their patients. It's totally ironic. Doctors know that human beings (medical students included), in order to function maximally the following day should at least get eight hours of sleep. Then why do they expect us to read everything, to pass all their difficult exams,actively participate in case discussions and to answer all their questions when you only get an average of four hours or less sleep per day? We're not different from human beings who need to eat three times a day, who breathe the same air, and who need to rest. It's not as if God had given us an extraordinary pineal gland and reticular system so that we have an extraordinary circadian rhythm and a long, long s tate of arousal. I just hope our doctors would understand that if a med student failed to read something, it's not because he was lazy. He was probably tired and had gone to a dreamless slumber because he spent the previous night like a psycho studying for three exams.
I have sacrificed time for my family, for my friends, and for myself. My whole life right now is devoted to Harrison, to Schwartz, to Nelson, to Adams, to Smith, to Green, to Kaplan, all authors of my medical books. I mean if these are the surnames of all the guys I go out with, seven times a week, geez! I would die a happy and fulfilled woman! Instead of accompanying my mom to the supermarket, I have to stay home because I have to study. My dad had already complained to me that I do not have time for him. My friends had stopped calling me because whenever they talked to me I either spoke in monosyllabic words, or they could not understand me because I spoke as if I drank tons of tequila. I talked like a drunk. Well, in fact, I was just in the middle of a dreamless sleep.
See? How can you choose this kind of lifestyle?It' s not even a lucrative job anymore. You have to get rid of all the more experienced and old doctors to get even a handful of patients. So, if you want to be a millionaire, don't slave in the hospital because even if God had made one day 72 hours, instead of 24,or gave us 14 days instead of 7 in one week, you're still way off your one million mark before the age of 30.
Of course, I have witnessed a lot of people giving up med school. But never have I heard, not even an anecdote, of a rich businessman giving up his entire career, just to study medicine. Being a doctor is not something you have to decide overnight. It's not a result of your whim or a fulfillment of your parents' dream. Because if these would be your reasons, you're entering the wrong profession. Choosing to be a doctor means being committed to a lifelong journey of endless sacrifice. You have to be sure that this is the life you want to live ;â€that you love to liveâ€ and not something you'd tire of halfway. The ironic thing is I never wanted to be a doctor in the first place. I wanted to be a writer, a novelist, or even a journalist. I was just dragged by my mother to take up medicine but fortunately after seven years of schooling, I learned to love it. Of course I still have doubts that maybe I'm really not cut out to be a doctor, leading me to think if it's really worth it.
At this point, I don't know anymore. What inspires me to continue is that in the future, I know I'm going to save a man's life. And through it, I can honestly say to myself that I have made a difference in someone else's life. And I reckon, maybe that's what being a doctor is all about. It's not working in some fancy hospital,earning big bucks from your patients, changing your cars quarterly from BMW to an Alfa Romeo to a Jaguar, nor travelling around the world magnanimously sponsored by some big drug companies.
Neither is it the various letters attached at the end of your name. Being a true doctor is not treating the patient as some hypothetical case from a medical textbook. It is treating the patient as a human being, who possesses a heart that does not only pump blood but a heart that could feel, who doesn't have a brain that is visualized only as black and white in an MRI or CT scan but has a mind that could reason, who is not merely composed of cells, of tissues, of organs, and of different systems but a human being who has a soul.
Being a doctor is being able to look at every patient's eyes and seeing in their depths the hope that somehow you can make one father go home and enjoy dinner with his family, or you can make a grandmother attend her only grandchild's piano recital, or you can send a mother to be with her daughter as she enters into the complicated life of adolescence or you can transform an infant's cry to a frolicking laughter. Being a doctor means being a part of an unimaginable greatness that you can only understand if you surrender yourself to years of rigorous training and incessant pursuit of medical knowledge.
During all my interviews in different med schools, they asked me why I wanted to be a doctor. I always answered that I wanted to help and save humanity. I'm sure all my interviewers have heard that same line from countless fellow applicants. But I don't care because it's the truth. I don't know how I can do it but I know eventually I will, in my own small way.
Medicine is neither for the weak-minded nor the weak-hearted. My endurance has been tested. My strength has been staunchly fortified. Medicine has changed me completely. I have sacrificed a great deal and most of the times, I may feel I'm not compensated. Most of the time, I would want to give up but I know deep in the core of my heart, I won't. For after careful reflection, I realized that being a doctor actually gives me a different kind of happiness, a different kind of self-fulfillment, which I can never find in any profession. Well, I just hope my fellow aspiring doctors are fortunate enough to share the same sentiments.

losing

2007-08-31T16:05:00.000+08:00

napanood nyo ba yung game kahapon ng UST vs ADMU? wla lng ang masasabi ko lng...SAYANG at ang MALAS!...sana umabot ulit ust sa finals...keep the faith.:)

4 week exam

2007-08-24T16:43:00.000+08:00

dahil sa mga bagyo napostpone ng napostpone ang mga exam nmin...in short 3 weeks n kmi ngeexam at meron pang isa nxt wik...hay kapagod! hindi mo maenjoy yung wlang pasok dahil may iniisp kang exam at nakapagbasa ka na tapos tska lng cla mgsususpend ng class....so kelanagn ulitin dahil makakalimutan mo n yun. hay!
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i missed a shifting exam dahil ngkasakit ako at PHARMA pa yung na-miss ko...i just hope na madali lang yung special exam na ibibgay sa akin.
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im struggling ryt now.....ang hirap ng 2nd yr! hirap na mgadjust...ang hirap pa ng mga subjects! pasama n lng sa prayers.hehe tnx!
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The Bottom Line
When you're riding the tides of life today, be very mindful of the undercurrents.
In Detail
When you're riding the tides of life today, be very mindful of the undercurrents -- because they are what will actually lead you to your destination. There's not much you can do to change the direction you're traveling in, so just relax and enjoy the ride. It's full of surprises, as well as twists and turns that will leave you feeling exhilarated, albeit a tad bit confused. But 'confused' is just another word for 'excited' if you look at things with a positive attitude.

Found this horoscope sa friendster....hmmm parang nakakarelate ako.hehe=)

rainy day

2007-08-07T10:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm...almost a month since my last entry here....nothing new...just pure old med school...quizzes, quizzes, quizzes, exams, exams, exams, pracs, pracs, prac, read, read, read. and this week up to next...shifting exams...wish us luck.:)
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yey, 2 days kmi lang pasok ngyon dhl rector's report at bukas dhl st. dominic..sna may maaral ako.

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ang tagal ding hindi umulan...i miss the rain...ang sarap kasi malamig.

past few weeks

2007-07-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...mejo matagal na pla since my last post here. i'll just write the things that pops out of my mind of the things happened during that span of time.

July 7, 2007: opening ng uaap...sayang ndi ko napanood! kasi nasa gateway ako..nkaipagkita sa isang special friend...kumain sa pizza hut bistro...(naalala ko yung mini reunion ng class nung sept 2006 na halos 12 lng kmi pumunta) tpos watched transformers again. (ok lng na ulitin kasi maganda naman yung movie pero yung die hard tlga gusto ko mapanood noon kaso yun yung gusto panoorin nung kasama ko e...and besides ok lng kahit ano panoorin basta cya yung ksama ko..hehe). after that waited for more than an hour kc sabi nila sd mga 6 cla dadating....yung mga 7:00+ Pumunta na ako ng Blackbeard's: Seafood island...met up with sd, leah,myk,jacq,gay,rhezi,ness,mabs,joel,nina,tip,pai...ate dinner...(salamat sa blowout!:)) balak pa nila mgstarbucks kaso wala na ko masasakyan pauwi kaya nauna na akong umuwi...sayang.

July8-14: wla puro aral dahil sang damukal ang test at report
July 15: watched harry potter...a big disappointment i should say...ndi nya nabigyan ng justice yung book...ang daming kulang...ang pati yung fight/magic scences parang bitin..ewan ko ba parang yung magic ng harry potter nawala sa movie na to..pero kung nasimulang mo n yung series you cant miss this one:)
July 16-20: hell week araw araw may long exam! waaaa...sana pasado ako sa lahat.

transformers

2007-07-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

last sat i was able to watch transformers at trinoma despite my busy schedule....ang ASTIG ng movie! ang sarap ulitin! A movie you CAN'T miss! Lahat ng nakausap ko na nakapanood nung movie yun ang reaction! Basta trust me kahit ang mahal ng ticket sobrang worth it! Yun nga last sat 1st tym ko makarating sa trinoma ang ok yung place parang glorietta at greenbelt...obviously kc ayala ang may ari. anyway...around 3pm kmi dumating tpos derecho na agad sa cinema para makabili ng ticket....5 cinema na cya showing pero pila pa rin...yung pila nung 5 cinema halos mapuno na yung isang hall ng mall..at halos 1hr yung pila bago ka makabili ng ticket. so mga 4:45 n yung nakuha naming time....sa around 7:20 na natapos and paglabas namin ng cinema e yung pila parang hindi nagbago...gnun pa rin kadami yung tao. sa that alone would speak for it...kahit hindi kayo fan ng transformers magiging fan kyo dahil dito...at dun sa mga babae na akala "guy movie" to...e panoorin nyo na lang! "AUTOBOT, TRANSFORM!".haha may hang-over pa!

2nd week

2007-06-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

tapos na ang second week in med...mejo toxic na lalo sa pharmacology pero managable p nmn...ngsisimula na rin dumami yung quizzes pero ang dami ko pa rin backlog kc mejo nasa vacation mode pa ko...kelangan pa ng konti pang pagpapaiinit bgo ako bumalik sa aral mode tlga. alam ko mahirap talaga sang 2nd year pero one step at a time at dapat i-enjoy ang bawat araw kht toxic..dpt plgi rin masaya..puro aral na nga alangan nmng maging seryoso pa sa lahat ng bagay...dpt start ko nanaman i-enjoy and sleep deprivation kahit minsan 6 hrs pa rin ang tulog ko.hehe kung ano ano n nssbi ko dhl sa antok..cge d2 n lng muna:)

2007-06-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

pasukan n although puro orientation p lng this week, i expect things to start being heavy and toxic next week...kaya yun baka mejo bihira n ulit ako mgonlyn pero try ko p rin.

6 weird things about me (tagged by elle)

2007-06-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

Rules: The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read yours.
1) Mejo madalas kong kausapin ang sarili ko. (baka isipin niyo may sayad ako..sa tingin ko nmn SANE pa rin ako.hehe) everytime na i make a mistake parang habit ko na sabihan ang sarili ko ng "arrrgg...ang bobo ko" or things like that parang it helps me not to do the same mistake again or again maybe its just a mannerism or its just a way of my conscious mind telling my unconscious to be more conscious. (haha ang labo ba? nagpapaka psych.hehe)
2)pag nahihirapan or naiinis or nafru-frustrate i wrinke my forehead and nose..(lately ko lng ko nalaman nung may ngsabi sa akin)
3) I good at solving other people's problem pro most of the time i have trouble solving mine.
4) i can make my ears move.hehe
5) if a like a certain food ( i mean yung lng kind ng food n yun ex. spaghetti or favorite kong ulam w/c isa kare kare) i can eat it for 2 straight days (breakfast, lunch, dinner)....teka weird b to?hehe
6) i can fix things kahit hindi ko alam kung pano siya gawin.hehe

i will tag: karen cruz, dianne mendoza, cyrene, ness, gay, she

pasukan

2007-06-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

waaa1 pasukan n 2mrw parang bigla akong tinamad pumasok last wik lng parang game na kong pumasok tpos bgla akong tntmad ngyon.hehe wla lng.....gudluck sa amin sa pharma...san ndi n cla terror sa amin.hehe

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mgpapasukan na ndi ko pa napapanood OCEAN's 13! gusto kong panoorin pati FANTASTIC FOUR 2! waaa!
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i had a hair cut 2 days ago...badtrip wla yung gumugupit tlga sa akin..so napunta ako sa iba...pingexperimentuhan ata ako nun...in short ang PANGIT nag buhok ko! marumi pa ata yung gmit nya dhl parang naalergy ako dhl paguwi ko puro pantal yung mga parts ng mukha ko na ginamitan nya ng razor! grrrrrr!

june 08 2007

2007-06-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

let us just say that my birthday yesterday was not as happy as my other birthdays...dont get me wrong, it is still a happy one but there seems to be something lacking.
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kahapon birthday n birthday ko sinamahan ko kapatid ko mgenrol sa ust...incoming 1st yr sa CFAD....yung lng nmn naubos yung buong umaga ko kaiintay ko sa kanyang matapos...ang bagal pa rin ng enrolment sa 1st yr..or bka dhl ndi p lng cla sanay sa system ng ust....wla lng it was a first.hehe

blah blah

2007-06-05T08:37:00.000+08:00

sa mga tao,sorry ndi ako makapagtag sa blog nyo pag MYSHOUTBOX ang gamit nyo dun lang ako s CBOX nakakapagtag...ndi ko ba alam cookies deactivated plgi lumalabas e nakaactivate nmn. kinalikot ko n lahat ng pwedeng kalikutin ndi ko p rin magawa.

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para sa mga tao na mahilig sa mga TV series or dun sa mga TV series n pinapanood sa DVD here's a list ng mga series that I recommend:

Smallville season 1-6 (yung season 7 ginagawa p lng): kahiot ndi k superman fan magugustuhan mo to...naging fan nga ako ni superman dahil sa show n to.:)
CSI: who have'nt heard of CSI? cge next!
House M.D.: kagaya nga ng sabi ko dati parang CSI but with a medical twist. I strongly recommend this one try nyo lng:) BTW cno merong season 3? PAHIRAM!
Grey's Anatomy: not as deep as House, eto yung drama type..more on personal problems ng characters than medical stuff.
Heroes: Isa sa mga sikat na series ngayon....Xmen type tong series na to...mga "mutant" yung mga characters pero iba yung approach compared sa Xmen. Basta panoorin nyo na lang...yung mga first few episodes mejo boring pero gumaganda cya per episode. (orange alam ko sa fall pa yung season 2 at meron daw 4 n bagong heroes, tpos yung gumanap na si callisto sa XMEN:last stand isa dun mga bagong cast.)
24: ang lupet ni agent Jack Bauer
Justice: although ang alam ko 1 season lng tong show na to pero maganda...CSI type pero more on LAW
Supernatural: ok cyang pampalipas oras
Prison break: ndi ko pa napapanood pero from what i have heard maganda daw.
Lost: a handful of survivors trapped in a weird island, but if the writer can pull it off who cares!hehe

sa mga anime series Naruto Shippuuden (eto yung mga tumanda na sila) at Bleach! (orange napanood mo na to?)

wish

2007-06-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

i guess wishes do come true!:)

birthday blues

2007-06-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

why do people ask you to make a wish before blowing your birthday cake? do these wishes really come true? or any wish in particular do come true? i have 2 wishes for my birthday and if wishes do come true, i certainly hope that these 2 will do come true.
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sa lahat ng may birthday ng june: may, arianne, trish, esdi, jelo, louanne...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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sa mga bumati na s akin katulad ni elle...THANKS! at sa mga babati pa lang SALAMAT!:)

posts

2007-05-31T09:54:00.000+08:00

ang tagal kong hindi nakapagonine, nasira kasi monitor at fone line namin e.hehe so here is a run down of what i have done over the past 2 weeks:

May 18: watched the premiere of Shrek 3. Two words to describe this movie: ANG KULET!
May 23: watched the premiere of Pirates of the Carebbean: at worlds end. a good 3rd installment, much funnier than the 2nd one, kaso meron akong hindi naintindihan..kung tinapos niyo yung credits may scene pa after nun, yung bata sa umpisa ng movie yung may coin na hawak, nandun sa dulo ng movie at anak siya ni Will at Elizabeth...ang hindi ko lang magets is kung nagreincarnate ba yung bata?
May 30: Joined another medical mission and ang place dito sa Malabon kaya hindi ganong hassle dahil malapit lang sa amin. Nakakapagod sobra pero ok lang dahil madami kaming natulungan.:)

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2007-05-18T10:55:00.000+08:00

Showing ng shrek 3 ngyon!hehe wla lng.:)
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ang kakulitan ko ang plging ngpapahamak s akin...hay! ano b gamot dun?hehe
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mkapag 2nd yr med p kya ako? ang mahal kc mgmed e!hay!

2007-05-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

eleksyon n bukas... boboto b kayo? kumpleto n ba yung listahan nyo ng iboboto? kung ndi pa may isusuggest ako..yung mga miyembro ng grupong kapatiran, cla Dr. Martin Bautista, Zosimo Paredes at Adrian Sison. Although ndi sila gano kilala ndi cla yung mga traditional politician...although mukhang malabo clang manalo try n rin ntin bka swertihin.hehe wla lng suggestion ko lng yun kung ndi p puno yung list nyo 4 senators. :)

med 101

2007-05-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday i joined a medical mission to brgy. sta lucia, trece martires cavite..they provided us with a transpo but it was a long jeepney ride ( i think it was a 2+ hour ride). it was there where i experienced my first hands on minor surgery...my first shot of anaesthesia, my first cut and my first suture on an actual patient. the doctors that joined us did a demo on how to do it, then they asked us to look for a partner and off we go. although the procedures are easy, it was very tiring especially when you have a lot of patients. after a lot of blood, cuts, stitches and a long day of work, it was very fullfilling!

letting go

2007-05-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

May 05, 2007: why is it so hard to let go of things you've become attached to?

spiderman 3

2007-05-02T10:25:00.000+08:00

Ang ganda ng spiderman 3!hehe...although hindi cya umabot s expectations k pero overall ayos cya! Ang hindi ko lng gano nagustuhan yung ending parang kulang...kasi parang tapos na yung series pero from what i have read there may be a part 4 (fingers crossed). this is the funniest spiderman movie of the 3...talagang natawa ako sa mga scenes. Ang susunod kong gusto mapanood..shrek 3(may 18 ata), Pirates of the carribean: at world's end (may 24)...transformers, fantastic four: rise of the silver surfer at harry potter and the goblet of fire (ndi ko p alam yung dates. Ginagawa na rin ata yung Iron Man (pra dun s mahilig s superhero movies).

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2007-04-27T10:26:00.000+08:00

what do you do when you have decisions to make? have you ever been on a situation where you have to make a decision but you do not know which one to take? it is like each decision has its own up and down side. being afraid to make the wrong one. afraid that you will regret that decision you will make. if you are on that shoes..what will you do?

time

2007-04-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

Time according to the dictionary is the succesion of events. The definition is arbitrary but what can you expect...i would just like to share my experiences regarding time in med school. 2 hours is just like 10 mins in med school if your are studying for an exam....a page of a hand-out can eat half an hour of your time. Or if you are taking a shifting exam...time will pass you by...usually a shifting exam has an allotted time of 2hrs for you to answer a 100-120 questions (true or false/multiple choice/morse type) i usually finish in about an hour or so but by the time i finish an hour doesnt feel like an hour...an hour can feel like 20 mins if your taking the exam. now let us go to the other side of the story on how time freezes. If your are in a middle of a 3-4hr lecture especially a biochem lecture..this is the time when you would feel the world freezes as the time pass you by so slowly that you will be lost in space but in this case you will be lost in time. During this period you have done all the things you need to do but the hands of the clock just wont budge a little bit faster. You can sleep in class for about 30 mins but it will feel like an hour. You can talk your heart/mind out to your seatmate and it will only kill about 15mins. You can draw or just scribble things in your paper but still that wouldnt help to speed the clock.

Finally, you will come to realize that time really pass you by if you are in med school. A school year doesnt feel like a school year for the tons of things you will need to read or do. And the world around you...the world outside keeps on revolving...with you feeling left out.

summer heat

2007-04-20T10:53:00.000+08:00

the summer heat makes me all sweaty and sticky.hehe kahit ata 3x k maligo e pagpapawisan k.hay!
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boredom+ summer= pondering

alam mo yung feeling n wla kang magawa tpos nakatingin ka lang sa kawalan...tpos bigla k n lng mapapaisip all of a sudden...yung mga bagay n hindi mo iniintindi dati, yung mga bagy n ndi mo gano napapansin nung busy k, at lalo n yung mga bagay n prinoproblema mo maski busy k. suddenly all of these things sink in to you...wla kang magawa kung ndi madepress or lalong mapaisip...i will coin a new term (or baka luma n to correct me n lng) Summer blues.haha isa siguro to sa mga epekto pg ala kng magawa sa bahay at gusto mong lumabas at magliwaliw.
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i've been watching season 2 of House M.D., wla lng ang sarap lng panoorin...on how an eccentric doctor thinks and how he diagnose sick people with rare diseases. i recommend this series...try nyo lng panoorin maski ndi kayo med student...meron mga terms na mahirap tlga intindihin pero magegets nyo p rin yung story...it is like CSI but with a medical twist. Jelo may season 3 k n b? peram nmn!hehe

tagaytay getaway

2007-04-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

after 2 days at tagaytay...narealize ko n mainit tlga sa manila.hehe parang mgpapasko yung lamig s tagaytay nung sat at kahapon medyo mainit n pero mas malamig p rin kesa sa manila. and over the weekend i gained 4lbs.hehe ang gawin mo ba naman dun kumain, umupo, kumain, makipagkwentuhan, kumain tumingin sa taal at nasabi ko n ba...kumain.hehe kahit wla gano magawa sa tagaytay naenjoy ko p rin kht papano and i also had a time fr reflections and realizations although meron p ring mga issues n ndi ko maintindihan.

zzzzzzzzzz

2007-04-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

after a few weeks of vacation boredom is starting to kick in...there are a few things that keep me busy but somehow it still makes me want to do something else..something new. maybe to go out of town or something. to go out of town and do something or maybe some sightseeing. tomorrow we will go to tagaytay and we will stay there until sunday but come to think of it there still nothing to do there...we will go there to have some rest and to clean/fix the house...come to think of it..wla dn ako mgagawa doon...sna magenjoy ako kht papano.hay!
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leah ano n ngyari s plan mong EK? Saturday n lng kc pg sunday bka mdmi ndi sumama dhl family day or dahil may pasok. Pwede din weekdays.hehe
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Happy birthday nga pla sa mga mgbibirthday ng April!

easter 2007

2007-04-08T07:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter!!!
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Finally i was able to log in at blogger...it took me around 20 mins, maybe the site had a glitch or something. anyway, the last time i was here (i think last thurs) we had a power interuption while i was typing my thought for that day (grrrrrr!!!).

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vacation had started to sink in....ngeenjoy p rin ako s paggising ng late at pagpahinga sa mga binabasa at inaaral pro ngsisimula na akong tamarin wla akong magawa at wla rin pera kya ndi ako makaalis ng bahay. hay....may plan b kyo ngyong summer? Ano n ba balita sa mga tao? Busy b ang karamihan sa work? Sa mga ngwowork namimiss nyo b ang summer vacation? ano na ngyari dun s class video na ginagawa ni arianne? bakit yung mga magbibirthday ng april wlang nagpaparamdam?hehe:p e yung sa may?haha bakit ndi tayo magset ng reunion ng 4C? bakit ndi pa rin tapos yung yearbuk ng ust at yung yearbuk ng science? ano ginagawa ng mga in-charge dun s dalawang yung? bakit ba ang dami kong tanong? may sasagot kya ng mga tanong ko dito?haha

summer break

2007-04-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

hay...almost a week n yung vacation pro prang ndi ko p rin nararamdaman n bakasyon n...dunno, ang wierd lng kc wla n ko gngwa...tulog-kain-tv/dvd lng pro prang ndi ko p rin naeenjoy or ndi p lng ngsisink in na bakasyon n. wla b kayong planong lumabas or yung mga mgbibirthday jan nh april wla b kyong blowout?hehe joke.

Im back!

2007-03-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

Im back!!!!!haha. ang tagal n rin since last post ko sobrang bc kc s med at ncra p pc nmin nung dec at ngyon lng naayos.hehe hangang nxt wik n lng kmi so hopefully by nxt wik mkpagstart n rin ako mgpost ulit.:)

hay..pasukan nnmn

2006-11-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

our three weeks of rest is coming to an end...and that is if we get any rest during the sembreak! akala ko p nmn makakapgpahinga ako at mkakapgpost d2 kht konti pro ndi puro research at review ngyari ngyong sembreak...ang maganda lng ngyari is medyo mahaba tulog ko for around 3 weeks.hehe i dont know if i could make it on the class dinner on sat kc may biochem meeting p kmi for the biochem journal..try ko humabol. txt nyo n lng ako...mas madali mgkamustahan s txt e..hehe

im back!

2006-10-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

tagal n pla since my last post! almost 2 months ako wlang post and now im back, pro for a while lang during sembreak. tapos n ang finals and i have a lot of things to tell...ill prbably start tomorrow after ko matapos yung research nmin...yes, no rest for us...maski sembreak may mini thesis kmi.hay!.....

exam!

2006-08-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

haha....the long week is finally over! tapos na ang exam and its time to relax! Naaaaahhhh!(hehe). No rest for the wicked...maybe i'll make this weekend an exception...hopefully, i'll be able to unwind...

superman

2006-07-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

i was able to watch superman returns yesterday despite our busy schedule. if you are a superman fan, its a must see...if your not a fan it is also a must see...although the story is somewhat lame, it is still a good movie.hehe

2006-06-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

napagisip isip ko lng...hehe...d b sbi nung undergrad p tyo, tyo daw yung "least" section ng psych...napasin ko lng na sa section natin yung may pinaka marami n tumuloy magmed..hehe wla lng.

pasukan nnmn

2006-06-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

4 days p lng ako pumapasok pro pguwi ko prang pagod n pagod n ako...puro orientation p lng yun ha..hehendi n ko sanay pumasok, d nako sanay gumising ng maaga..hehe. ndi p nga kami ngmi-meet ng prof s physio may assignment n agad..major adjustments ang kelangan s med..hopefully mkpgadjust agad ako.

21

2006-06-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

How do you define birthday? The day you were born. The day when you add another digit to you chronological age. The day when everyone you know..well almost everyone you know greets you and wish you well. The day when your friends ask you to treat them. The day you blow the candle on you birthday cake and make a wish. Well, my birthday is like any other day except people i know greet me, i recieve some gifts and if i hve the money i treat my friends.hehe Although my birthdays are fun or great there is still something missing. and i know what it is. i don't usually make wishes during my birthdays but now i have made one, hopefully it will come true.hehe and oh, before i forget i'd like to thank everyone who remembered and for those who forgot maybe you'll still have the chance next year.hehe:p

Happy Birthday!

2006-06-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

its been a week since my last post. i just wanna say i had fun in the outing we had! sayang nga lang at marami ang hindi nakasama. i wont go into details anymore basta we had fun. sana nxt tym makasama na lahat.
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I just want to wish May a very Happy Birthday!:)

XMEN: The Last Stand

2006-05-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

LAst wednesday we went to sm mall of asia to see xmen3, as i have said in my previous post, i have been waiting to see this film for years. This is the best xmen yet but there are some down fall. (WARNING: major spoiler..to those who haven't watched the film yet skip the next line) Cyclops, my favorite xmen character died!waaaa! Professor X and Jean Grey also died. what a bummer, yes this definetly is the last xmen movie, but according to what i have heard they may release movies that involves xmen character like wolverine the movie something like that. watch the movie, the best movie before classes resumes.hehe

ZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZ

2006-05-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

cant think of anything to post lately..and ive been doing nothing lately that is why i cant think of anything to post.haha 2mrw i will go out with my friends to sm mall of asia to watch XMEN3!yehey! i've been waiting years to see this movie.hehe hopefully my friend will treat us for it is his bday today.hehe

Mission: Impossible/ Movie trip

2006-05-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

Last night I went to gateway to watch mission impossible 3, i got a free ticket from my aunt who works at gma. the movie was shown at cinema 1 (where i, sd, myk and gj watched narnia), i think it can only accomodate around a hundred person. anyway back to the movie...let us say that his is a movie you shouldn't miss. this is one of the good movies you haven't seen for a while. every minute of the story from the opening scene to the credits was filled with suspense and action. there was never a dull moment in this movie. so if you are bored and and want to kill some 2 hrs, go and watch this movie..you will not regret it.

two weeks from now..i think may 18, is the showing of the da vinci code...i hope that it lives up to the book. another movie that i was waiting for was XMEN3..can't wait to see this one...in think it opens on May 26.

tribute

2006-04-27T10:11:00.000+08:00

old songs tend to lose their meaningafter being overplayed in the radio. almost everyday you hear themwhen you turn on your radio and scan the stations. i only appreciate them when i am in this certain moodand there is this certain ambiance in my environment. last night, i was watching american idol and their "theme" for that day wasold love songs. taylor's song hit me (can't find the right word), which was Just Once by james ingram. eventhough the three judges of the show had a bad comment on how he sang the song, it just sticked with me. the other one that struck me wasthe song by chris-have you ever really lode a woman (hope that i got the title correct).

I did my best
But I guess my best wasnt good enough
Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
Were back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door
Just once cant we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong
Just once cant we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it
I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
Cause Lord knows were not getting anywhere
Seems were always blowing whatever we got going
And seems at times with all weve got
We havent got a prayer
Just once cant we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why the goodtimes never last for very long
Seems were always blowing
Whatever we got going
Just once cant we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it
Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why cant we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
That were no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together
Just once cant we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it
Just once
If we could get to it
Just Once...
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which one is easier, facing the truth or living with the truth?
for me, it is living with the truth. living with the truth means accepting it. facing challenges head on and moving with life.
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the train is now blowing it's horn.
as steam escapes from its engine,
i got on the train and followed it's tracks.
tracks that will lead me away from you.
i don't know where i am heading,
but i am contented to know that you are happy.

dejavu

2006-04-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

Cant really think of anything to post lately kya share ko n lng yung mga txt nung isang makulit na tao/ stalker na txt ng txt sa akin. cguro more than a year ng ngttxt sa kin yung tao na yun. Kate Annabelle Serrano nga pla name daw nya...ngpakilala n rin s wakas after a year ng pangungulit. Sbi nya she's from ateneo and taking up legal management ( mukhang nanloloko lng...may taga ateneo bang gnun?), anyway may kilala daw kc syang 2nd year bio (incoming 3rd year) Grace Pena daw( meron b kyong kilalang gnun sa bio?), tpos nacucutan daw sa akin yung barkada nila (wla ng magrereact txt lng nya to s akin) tpos nung bumisita daw cya s ust tinuro daw ako sa knya. tpos nung tinanong ko kung san nya nakuha number ko sa isa daw nya kakilala pro ayaw nmn nyang sbhin kung cno (yeah right! parang maraming may alam ng cell number ko). madalas mgtxt kht d ko na nrereplyan ang nakakainis p e may pagka SPO cya. kung gusto nyo pagtripan here's her number....09159283911.
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haha...dejavu, nkita ko n dati na parang ngyari to habang ngtytype ako and as far as i can remember eto din yung tinatype ko.

boring

2006-04-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

ngyon lang naayos yung vibe nmin kya ngyon lng ulit ako nkapagnet..hay nakakatamad wlang magawa sa bahay and boredom starts to kick in..wla din akong mapost kc wla me mgwa..hay sna may mgwa na next week

easter

2006-04-16T10:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter!
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i was able to play bowling yesterday with my cousins...i was i bit rusty but i was able to score the highest point.hehe the last time i was played that game was in 2nd year during science week when we went to robinson's place to watch a movie but ended up playing bowling..and our team won back then.hehe

badminton

2006-04-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday i met up with my high school buddies. they asked me to go out with them and play some badminton. i'm a bit rusty for a havent played tht sport for a year now. we played doubles for 2 straight hours and now my body aches..(haha..the effect of being a bum for a month). i had fun, i burned out some fats..hehe, and i had time to catch up with them..(brings back high school memories).

thanks!

2006-04-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

im not feeling well since yesterday afternoon but its amazing how a few simple, thoughtful words made me feel better.

Plans...

2006-04-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

for now, i think im done with posting mushy stuff. i'll just let God work on my life. i'll just follow the plans he have for me. i know his plans is better than mine, and i'll just have to wait and see how his plans will unfold.

virtues?

2006-04-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

faith is what makes a man move. hope is what makes him hold on. patience is what makes him endure all things.

2006-03-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

Alam ko medyo luma na tong song na to at hindi ko alam kung mababasa niya pero when i heard it last night, wala lang gusto ko lang dedicate sa kanya...alam na niya yun kung bakit..hehe.

Kanina pa kitang pinag mamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka nanaman

Kanina pa kita
Inaalok ng kwentuhang masaya
Parang sayo'y balewala

Sandali nga
Teka lang
May nakalimutan ka
Diba't pwede mo kong iyakan

Sige lang, sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Nandito lang ako maghihintay
Lagi mong tatandaan
Di ka naman nag iisa
Nandito lang ako makikinig sayo
Sa buong magdamag sa kin di ka balewala

time

2006-03-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

doesn't it surprise you how time flies so fast when you are enjoying the company of a person? an hour and a half but it felt that we were sitting there for only ten minutes....

2006-03-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

Toll Gate
by: Hale

I’m leavin’
I’m buckling tight
I turn on the radio
I’m driving out of sight
And I’m in the freeway
The lights are lost in your eyes
Things have been said
I’m lost in my head
It’s time to go home

I’m moving so fast
I can’t look back
The streetlights are changing
They mean nothin’ at all
Maybe I’m stranded
I’m stuck in this space alone
I look at the window
Tomorrow will be fine

Let’s call it a day
Let’s call it a day
Let’s call it a day
Let’s call it a day

It’s over
I’m turnin’ off the lights
This day may be through
I’m here without you
And I don’t have a clue
But tomorrow you’re gone
Tomorrow we’re gone
Tomorrow we’re gone
Tomorrow you’re gone
Tomorrow you’ll come

2006-03-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

do you belive that when you were born that there is already a path that is laid out for you and you just need to follow that path?
in my case i believe that there is a path for everyone of us but YOU can choose to follow that path or create your own. i do not believe in coincidence or destiny or fate or whatever you would like to call it, it is you who makes your own decisions. coincidence doesn't happen, it is you who make things happen. it is you who makes your own destiny. it is you who lays your own fate.never regret things that you have done or didn't make because that is your choice, that is your decision.
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got this line from friendster, i dont know why but it just struck me..

Not everyone is able to take things to a deeper level -- know when to stop trying.

ligther things

2006-03-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

i'd like to post something light this time tska dahil dun sa mga reaction nyo about being a bum and dun sa text ni joel kanina. Nabasa ko to dati nung nagpunta ako sa PLM para magtanong sa medicine nila it goes something like this " Doing nothing is very tiring because you can't stop and take a rest" medyo parang kakaiba or maybe it doesnt make a sense if you take it literally pero wala lang gusto ko lang i-share para dun sa mga walang magawa sa buhay after ng graduation or dun sa mga tinatamad maghanap ng trabaho..hehe

thoughts

2006-03-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

love nerver gets weary...
love never gets tired...

2006-03-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

maybe i am not the man of your dreams
but i promise you i will love you forever
i amy not be the perfect guy
but at least im real
i may not be able to give what you want
but i can give you what you need

remeber that i am always here for you and that i am willing to wait til you are ready......

buzz

2006-03-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

nkuhaa ko ilit to ka jaycee...trip lng sgutan.

EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

2006-03-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

all our hard work will soon pay off. it's been a while since we had a time for our selves because of those quizzes, assignments, practicum, projects, requirements and thesis, but it is finally over! just a couple more revisions in our thesis and were done....i dont want to get mushy pro it is starting to sink in....matatapos na yung 4 years nating magkakasama....the best 4 years of my school life. parang sobrang bilis nung apat na taon na yun...gnun ata talaga pag nageenejoy ka at ngeenjoy ka sa mga kasama mo. you guys make every difficult things in school easy, kc alam ko nandyan kyo to back everyone up. salamat din dun s mga ngpupush sa akin n mgmed kahit medyo malabo n, naappreciate ko yun.hehe ngdradrama na ko dito ha....ayokong mging mushy kc alam ko mski grumadweyt na tayo mgkikita kita p rin tyo...graduation isn't the end of our friendship. so gudluck sa may mga trabaho n pggradweyt, s wla pa good luck s paghahanap, s mga mgaaral p gudluck sa studies, sa mga wla pang plano...gudluck s pgplano..hehe we'll keep in touch naman s yahoogroups e at sma mga blog ng isa't isa. cge dito na lang muna...kita kits 2mrw.

lynard

2006-03-01T08:45:00.000+08:00

How to make a lynard
Ingredients:3 parts competetiveness1 part ambition5 parts leadership
Method:Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy

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2006-02-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

what a memorable way to spend this day....we are here in the social science doing our case study for our practicum. later we would go to teriyaki boy and have our dinner there. i dont feel like going there anymore....dont get me wrong guys...id love to go out with you but one of the main reason why i would go there is because i would like to see her and spend time with her...but i got a bad news ealier that she cant come because she will have a test tomorrow...what a break!haha.

............

2006-02-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

just when things are looking good (or so i think), my world came crushing down...but there is still a spark of hope, i will hold on to it and hopefully things will be fine...

2006

2006-01-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

its been a while since ive published my thoughts or should i say silly thoughts...and here is my first for these year.

we've started our practicum last january 10 at estrellas and here's what i have learned:
1. practicum day can also be called malling day..yes you heard me right...since we have more than 3 hrs break every lunch...most likely we will spend it at gateway since it is just a couple of blocks away from our practicum site.
2. Nakakabaliw makipagkwentuhan at makinig sa baliw....kung saan saan napupunta yung kwento at pinaguusapan nyo...at wala k nmn pwedeng gawin kung hindi magagree s kanya...kung hindi e baka magwala yun or much worse makipagtalo ka at baka pati ikaw ay hindi na palabasin (*sana nagets nyo yung joke..hehe)
3.napaka redundunt ng gagawin ntin sa practicum na ito...
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anyway, i like to get serious this time....just simple thoughts that i've realized lately...

* somethings happen unexpectedly.....
* all things happen for a reason
* sometimes you can't help but to follow what is happening...(don't want to call it fate because you have a choice but sometimes you cant help but to go with it)
* sometimes you can not control your emotions/feelings no matter how much you wanted to...
* God has a plan for each and every one of us....if you dont get something you want or if you do get something you want God has a reason for it thats why He gave that answer to you

i may sound religious at the last part, but that is what i've realized lately...you may have your own beliefs but this is the way i see things now...it may change or it may not...only time can tell

thoughts....

2005-12-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

it is just me or are people's post starting to sound deep?

polarity

2005-12-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

why is it that when something good happens to me, the opposite will soon follow?
grrr..i hate it, when it happens!

xmas2

2005-12-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

just a couple more hours till christmas....although i still dont feel it...hopefully in the couple of hours i will. for those who still doesnt feel the yuletide season...relax!have a break!haha wla na kong masabi basta Merry Christmas sa inyong lahat! May God bless you all and all your family.---haha prang yung mga text na nagkalat tuwing xmas at new year. anyway pasensya n kung late yung greeting ko s text mamaya nagloloko yung unlmtd ng globe...cge merry christmas ulit.HOHOHO!!!!

xmas

2005-12-22T16:58:00.000+08:00

One word to describe last sunday's christmas party----"(ang)SAYA!". i had a lot of fun....kahit na hirap sa pagaayos ng place at pag iihaw..hehe. sana next year meron ulit....kya mike ngyon p lng mg plan n ulit kyo.hehe tpos nung tuesday paskuhan...ganda ng fireworks...first year p ko nun huli kong mapanood yun...kahit maagang umuwi yung ibang tao at late nang dumating yung iba ngenjoy p rin ako s paskuha kahit papano. kahapon ng punta kmi s estrellas for practicum apllication..and we will start next year. after nun ng punta kmi kla chika...den after that we called it a day. yun...san maenjoy ntin tong xmas break na to...dahil last na to. anyway found something over the email..intindihin nyo n lng yung iba...d ko mgets e..hehe

CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE PSYCHOLOGICALLY CHALLENGED

1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear?

2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings
Disoriented Are

3. Amnesia --- I Don't Know if I'll be Home for
Christmas

4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing
About Me

5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House
and
Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and
Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire
Hydrants and ...

6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me

7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of
Roasting on an Open Fire

8 . Full Personality Disorder-- You Better Watch
Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell
You Why

9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle
Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells .

10. Agoraphobia --- I Heard the Bells on Christmas
Day But Wouldn't Leave My House

11. Senile Dementia --- Walking in a Winter
Wonderland Miles From My House in My Slippers and
Robe

12. Oppositional Defiant Disorder --- I Saw Mommy
Kissing Santa Claus So I Burned Down the House

13. Social Anxiety Disorder --- Have Yourself a
Merry Little Christmas while I Sit Here and
Hyperventilate.

Merry Christmas =)

this week, that week

2005-12-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

whaaaaa......im so stressed out! wla p kong pahinga cmula last week. last week ang daming test...tpos tues last week nagpunta p kmi ng ateneo pra mgresearch. last saturday interview nmin s med...aga ng gsing nmin pro i think our interview went well and hopefully we will pass that interview. and that's not it...nung sunday NMAT! aga nnman ng gcing nmin tpos sobrang hirap ng test...kung gusto mong matuyuan ng CSF( cerebro spinal fluid) e mag-NMAT ka.hehe...sana mataas mkuha nming score! eto nmn week na to ngarag n sa pamimili ng regalo tpos may thesis p ulit kmi. buti n lng at wla ng quizzes. ngyon were in the library dont our thesis sna may mngyari..hehe. after nito punta kmi kla pai para ayusin yung venue. gudluck s amin nsa ndi kami ulanin. cge kita kita n lng 2mrw at s sunday.

2005-12-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

kakatapos lng ng retreat at may hangover p ako...hehe bitin ang retreat in short. isa yuns pinaka magandang retreat house n napuntahan ko at isa rin s pinaka creepy pg gabi na..hehe. ngenjoy ako s mga activities. mas ok to kesa nung HS na retreat...wla kcng kwenta yung retreat master nun...mas ok p nga nung grade school. ok yung place nmin nung hs sa baguio kaso medyo maliit yung place pro mgyon maski malapit ok yung lugar. magaling din si fr. ching. maski most of the activities e alam ko n naging ok p rin at meaningful ito. naging mas bonded yung class at ngkapatawaran na kahit may sma ng loob yung iba. pinaka massayang free hjour yung s first night nung ngtatakutan at nagtataguan dun s may plaza aza nung gabi. isa rin s pinaka masaya e nung tinakot c jelo...kung nkita nyo lng yung mukha nya nun (hehe..peace jelo), pro ngalala kmi nung prang natrauma n cya...kya tinigilan n namin. basta it is one of the best experience ngyong college and i thank everyone for making it special. salamat din dun s mga ngbigay ng letters...dun s mga binigyan ko sorry kung maigsi lng yung letter ko..

HP4

2005-11-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

just got back from watching harry potter and the goblet of fire...and i should say that this is the best installment of the movie yet....and i should say its a must see movie..hehe. anyway...just like to share this with you..nakakatakot may stalker din pla s friendster...eto yung mga msgs nya...

Lynard wrote:> there is nothing wrong with that...just get to the > piont..dont ask to many questions.> -JACQ- wrote:> > > > Lynard wrote:> > > sa ust...bkjt ang dami mong tanong?> > > -JACQ- wrote:> > > > > > > > Lynard wrote:> > > > > classmate ko...> > > > > -JACQ- wrote:> > > > > > wat is ur conection 2 Jacq our comon > frend?> > > > > > > > wer did she becam ur class8?> > > > Noting! frendster is getng 2 knw each ader! wats> > da mater f i ask. do u hav comunication 2 her> > until nw? wat do u mean jst get 2 da point? hw cn w hav aconversation f der is no question! Alangan namn wtalk 2 ader dat w dnt knw evn in frendster! Evn fI dnt knw u personally w r frendster!

after nun ndi ko n nireplyan...tpos after a couple of days...eto nnmn:

Nov 11, 2005
its dat da real u in da photo? Hw r u!

ndi ko nnmn nireplyan...

Nov 14, 2005

hi!

Nov 20, 2005

hw r u my pogi frend! Mag paramdam k naman!

wla lng creepy!

2005-11-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

Rob Thomas - Ever The Same Lyrics
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but
I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden
I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth
I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

1st dayfunk...i mean school(2nd sem)

2005-11-08T09:49:00.000+08:00

hey, guys! guess this is it...were reaching the end of our college life...this is our last sem...so i guess we should at least give our best. wla lang...mski wla p gno gngwa nakakapagod. anyway...wla nmn gno ngyari kahapon...1st day p lng ksi at lahat ng tao nasa vacation mode pa..hehe. nakuha n rin nmin yung mga pic nmin sa colorpoint...and ok nmn yung kinalabasan...after that punta kni s red image...yun nmn yung kinuha nmin...ok yung malaki ko...pro ang pangit nung pra sa thomasian ko at yung black and white pati yung wallet size...bobo kc yung ngsulat ndi nmn yun yung pinili ko nung ngpapic kmi pro yun yung nilagay nya....GRRRRRR!!!! yung lng...

badday

2005-11-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

Bad day Lyrics
(Artist: daniel powter)
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

nmat

2005-11-04T09:38:00.000+08:00

sobrang nakakapagod khpon...last day n kc ng psahan ng nmat...pro we've found out n s monday n raw pla ung submission..ngpapirma ko ng nmat...sbi mga 10 mkukuha kon..so i waited till 10, tpos sbi 1 n daw...so i, mike, sd and pai killed time in SMSL watching ispiritista..hehe. tpos off we go to ust...then to makati..cnamahan muna nmin c mike s loyola plans...tpos s CEM n. then we took the MRT...went to SM north..ate at shakey's then talk..hehe

all souls day

2005-11-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

ei, timely tong prayer na to...sabi s prayer na to...everytime na dadasalin nyo siya makakasave kayo ng 1000 souls sa purgatory...try it you got nothing to lose.

"Eternal Father, I offer Thee the Most Precious Blood of Thy Divine Son, Jesus, in union with the masses said throughout the world today, for all the holy souls in Purgatory, for sinners everywhere, for sinners in the universal church, those in my own home and within my family. Amen."

wla gnong ngblogblog ngyon...i guess bc s cemetery lht...at ayoko png pumasok...nakikita ko na sobrang bc nitong sem n to...w/ all those thesis, practicum...at kmi nmat...sana umabot yung nmat ko..hehe.

halloween

2005-10-31T08:55:00.000+08:00

boo!...happy halloween!

just finished reading harry potter and the half blood prince...and here is a spoiler...Dumbledore is dead! just read the book for the details.

anyway, i just want to post a reaction to what i have read in the varsitarian...in the sports column. UST is uncharateristically leading the score in the UAAP...with 110 pretty far form la salle who is in second with 97. the writer or should i say the one being interviewed by writer gave all the praise to the coaching staff and the athletes.i have nothing against that because because they work their butts of the entire year preparing for UAAP, but i think WE the junior sports psychologist have contributed a lot to the current standings of the university...couldn't they give us a little more credit? just a thought...hehehe

grades

2005-10-27T09:39:00.000+08:00

ei, eto n po yung links s grades...grades

stereotypes

2005-10-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

Stereotype- A belief about the personal attributes of a group of people. Stereotypes are sometimes overgeneralized, inaccurate and resistant to new information.

Self Perpetuating Stereotypes- Pls. Refer to page 369 of your social psychology book.

I have been stereotyped in 2 instances and they are as follows:

1) Kid- I may look like one ( in which I of course disagree..hehe)….and through this some judge me as someone immature and as someone who needs to grow up. I often hear some people say "grow up lynard!"but shouldn’t those people say that to themselves? I admit, sometimes I do act immaturely but you shouldn’t judge me based on those acts because that is also being immature. And all of us sometimes act immaturely. Another point is that sometimes when I couldn’t join an event or an outing, I often hear those words again "grow up lynard!"here is my answer to that…I have my responsibilities at home or elsewhere that why I couldn’t join you guys…but don’t you see…if I can I’d love to join you guys…like those outings in Laguna(1st class outing…yung kila Caesar), in EK and other events.

2) Makontra- I don’t know who started this stereotype….but common guys there are more instances that I agree that those that I don’t. it is just being highlighted by this stereotype. And if sometimes I disagree…it is just my view ( Individual differences remember?), I don’t mean to contradict or oppose what you say it is just that it is my point of view regarding that matter. And I do respect your opinions regarding those matter…and pls. respect mine even if it doesn’t fit yours. And minsan magsasalita pa lang ako…I would hear “O, ano kokontra ka nanaman?”, even if I would just like to say something…

I don’t intend to hurt someone or to pinpoint someone in this post it is just that I would like to point out my side…peace!

2005-10-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

Craig David - Don't Love You No More

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
if there's a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
it's not me who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I've made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

reactions????

2005-10-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

friday nnmn at nasa soc sci nnmn ako...pro ndi dahil s thesis...hehe...tinapos ko n kagabi yun... post ko lng to kc this past week naging controversial yung blog ko....ang daming nagtatanong kung cno yun...i'll just let you guessing n lng. pro i like to clarify things up....I have nothing against that person...hindi ako galit sa kanya...naiinis lng ako dun s ginawa nyang yun...and i dont hold grudges...kya wla n sa akin yun...nabadtrip lng nya ako nung panahon n yun...and sana mabago n nya yung ugali nyang yun na all knowing....yung lng.:p

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2005-10-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindnessand acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams ofunusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings,mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions,very conscientious.

.......

2005-09-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

some people are just irritating! yung mga taong tipong nagmamarunong maski hindi naman alam yung pinaguusapan. They just butt-in tpos may sasabihin or mgco-comment tpos feeling nya ang galing galing nya....tpos feeling nya palagi cyang tama. sana lng yung mga ganong tao, wag nang magmarunong at mag comment kung hindi nla alam yung pinaguusapan..........

ngek!

2005-09-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

Stevie Wonder is playing his first gig in Tokyo and the placeis absolutely packed to the rafters. In a bid to break theice with his new audience, He asks if anyone would like himto play a request.A little old Japanese man jumps out of his seat in the firstrow and shouts at the top of his voice "Play a Jazz chord!Play a jazz chord!"Amazed that this guy knows about the jazz influences inStevie's varied career, the blind impresario starts to play anE minor scale and then goes into a difficult jazz melody forabout 10 minutes.When he finishes the whole place goes wild. The little old manjumps up again and shouts "No, no, play a Jazz chord, play aJazz chord."A bit irritated by this, Stevie, being the professional thathe is, dives straight into a jazz improvisation with his bandaround the B flat minor chord and really tears the place apart.The crowd goes wild with this impromptu show of his technicalexpertise.The little old man jumps up again. "No, no. Play aJazz chord, play a jazz chord!"Well now truly irritated that this little guy doesn't seem toappreciate his playing ability. Stevie says to him from thestage "OK, mister, you get up here and do it!"

The little old man climbs up onto the stage, takes hold of themike and starts to sing...

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"A jazz chord to say I ruv you..."

fri ulit!

2005-09-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

oh baby baby! my baby baby!....waaaaaHhhhhh na LSS na ko dun kahapon pa.... anyway, gusto ko lng sabihin n stressed-out na ang lahat ng tao...research test, soc psy test tpos play s spanish. yun cguro dhilan kung bakit karamihan ng tao kagabi ay maagang inantok at natulog. syang yung play nmin s spanish....madaming hinto dhil s technical problem (hehe)....pro ok n rin yun...at least ok yung grade nmin. maiba nmn ako.....friday ngyon and as usual thesis day...nakakapagod n tong thesis na to..nsa lib nga ako at konti lng tlga ang nakikita kong related lit pra s thesis nmin....sna pwede n yung mga konting nahanap ko.

ping pong

2005-09-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

hay naku...here are a few thing i learned 2day:
1) trust your instincts- pinapunta ko ni SD at jelo ngyon kasi may laban kami ng volleyball sbi ko bka ndi nmn matuloy dhl bka madefault yung kalaban syang lang yungpagpunta ko..sbhi ko rin wla rin nmn binatbat bio e...(yabang..hehe). pro ngpunta p rin ako kht cra p rubber shoes ko...guess what...d nga natuloy umuulan kasi at sportsfest ng med.
2) how to play table tennis- yung nanood n lng kmi ni joel ng table tennis s gym...opening kc. i have rough idea about the rules of this game...nung nanood ako yun natutunan ko rin yung rules. tpos ngkaron p kmi ng 2hrs counseling ni joel (yey!).
3) it is fun to watch a table tennis game- akala ko nung una boring...pro pg nandun ka prang basketball din mapapacheer k dn. wawa din yung la salle pg ngcheer n mga taga USTE napapatahimik n lng cla dhl sa dami nmin.tska pg nananalo team nyo enjoy!hehe congrats sa table tennis panalo lht s mens at 1 lng talo ng womens.
4) hindi tuloy ang games(palarong agham) pag umuulan-should keep that in mind.
5) hirap mghanap ng related lit s lib- langya, tagal ko sa lib pro wla me gano nkita parepraeho lng.

friday-thesis day

2005-09-23T09:56:00.000+08:00

medyo delayed yung post n to kc ang daming ginawa this past week. simulan natin sa psych party....7 lng kming nandun except dun s dalawang contestant (joel and mary) namely : ako, sd, michael, alan, ness, mabel, leah...nadagdag lng c iman at pj...tama b mga spelling?hehe. mas enjoy yung psych party last year kasi maraming pumunta. maaga natapos yung mr. and ms. psych...mga 10 p lng ata tpos na..tpos nun puro bands n lng yung entertainment...wla lng puro tugtugan lng kya d kmi gno ngenjoy. congrats kay joel at mary...pati n rin kay adriel n nanalong mr. psych 2005.

sunday nmn, medyo bangag p kming ngpunta s party dahil kulang s tulog...yun after mgpunta s main bldg...proctoring na sa HS bldg...kaso half day lng...badtrip parang nasayang lng pinunta nmin...tpos malamang hati p yung sweldo...wla lng mas enjoy din yung proctoring last year...

weekend

2005-09-16T09:42:00.000+08:00

tagal n rin pala ulit since huli ako ng post...dami ginagawa e.... anyway 2mrw n yung psych party aga no?...patapos n yung 1st sem pero ngyon p lng yung party...anyway...gudluck n lng kina joel at mary. s sunday nga pla proctoring...cno kya mgiging partner ko? sna mganda...hehe. ano kya mngyayari s sunday? malilibang nnmn kya tyo s kanonood s mga examinees or mababagot n tyo? sna rin d mktulog kming mga pupunta s party habang ngproproctor...cge d2 n lng muna.

palarong agham

2005-09-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

palarong agham ngayon...yey! wlang klase.....PERO may thesis kmi...waaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!! anyway, after ng parade at usual ceremonies pg palarong agham sa eng complex....naglunch kmi sa guelito's. first timelang atang nangyari yung 20taga 4C kumain s isang lugar lang ng sabay sabay....last time na nagsama sama yung ganto karami i guess is nung nagbabadminton p yung class twing friday last year...sana maulit uli yung badminton n yun. anyway balik tyo....yung mga kumain dun ay sina: SD, JELO, AKO, MICHAEL, GAY, CAESAR, MARY, PHNAS, PAI, RHEZI, ANA, MARY, NESS, CHIKA, LEAH, LAURA, JC, LOUANNE, REN AT JENINA..sana wla n kong nalimutan...sana yung iba nakasama..kaso wla n ring space e...s amin lng kulang n yung lugar...sna mgexpand n yung lugar nila. ayon din dun sa mga 1st time kumain dun ok daw dun...nasarapan cla....yun lng...wish us luck n lng (kming mga player ng PAX Romana both basketball and volleyball ) sa mga games sa weekends.

z.z.z.z.z.

2005-09-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

ZZZzzzzzZZZZ..........
hay nakaka tamad buhay...just when i thought n wala tyon gnong ginagawa eto nnaman yung thesis....nasa lib kmi buong hapon kahapon hangang 6:30pm ngyon buong araw ulit....hay kelan b matatapos tong pahirap na thesis na to.....anyway may game 2mrw yung women's basketball against ateneo sana manalo cla. ako, c gj at c mary nnmn kc manonood e...nung 1st round kming 3 yung nanood at nanalo cla...isusuot nga ulit nmin yung cnoot nmin noon e..hehe. cge d2 n lng muna ulit...gudluck sa mga thesis.

wla lang

2005-08-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

isang buwan n pla akong ndi nagpopost dito...hanap ako mganda na ipopost...cge nxt tym n lng ulit!

no rest for the wicked

2005-07-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

hay, sobrang stressful this past few days or should i say weeks... pabigat lng tong thesis na to...tpos yung practicum pa meron kmi sa sunday...manonood kmi sa adamson...sana manalo cla s UP. anyway gumagawa kmi ng thesis ngyon kaso bawal pla s thesis rum pag saturday kya wla kming local related lit...hay buhay. tpos s sunday gagawing ko p yung report ko kay maam vargas. tpos nman kay maam redona bka nxt wik n rin nmin ggwin ni gj...cge d2 n lng muna...dami png ggwin s thesis e. adios

im back

2005-06-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

ngayon lang ulit me nakapag post nasira kasi pc namin at medyo busy ako kya d me nakakapagpost any way yung mga nag gugunbound dyan meron nang 2 bagong mobile sa gunbound international hindi ko lng alam kung kelan lalabas sa gunboud phil yun anyway eto yung mga pic nila ang J. frog at ang kalsiddon.

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2005-05-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

kilala nyo po b kung cno may gnitong number....09159917301? kc po he/ she is really pissing me off....matagal na tong loko na to na nanloloko sa akin kung anu anong bastos na message ang pinapadala, d ko na nga pinapansin kaso minsan nakakainis na talaga e. sna tumigil na cya....

tapos n ang ojt!

2005-04-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

musta ojt nyo? tapos na ba kyo? hows the experience? walang psaok s mon so 2 beses n lng tyo mgmemeet nila agnes...hehe. mgblita nmn kyo....

ojt

2005-04-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

musta 1st week ng OJT? langya nakakapagod maski ojt p lng ggnwa ntin ryt? here's a list of what i have done the previous week

tues-1st day ko....hay puro filing...galing ko ng nga magpunch ng holes at mgfasten ng mga documents...pro at least inexplain s akin kung pra saan at kung ano function nung mga doc n yun.

wed- sa wakas testing naman...ngobserve kung pno cla mgconduct ng test pro mas mhirap p yung pagproproctor ntin s USTET

thurs-sawang sawa ako sa computer...maghapon akong pinagencode...pro at least inexplain ulit yung functions ng doc.

fri-hay filing ulit at encoding....sana next week mas maganda pagawa sa akin...sana isama n ko sa interview. yun ngyari sa akin last wik sa inyo? san may nkapost s blog nyo.

enrollment

2005-04-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

ano oras kayo mageenrol 2mrw? magkano daldahin nyong pera?

pope

2005-04-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

pls pray for the pope he died 3:37 (philippine time).

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2005-04-02T09:16:00.001+08:00

To make a woman happy; a man only needs tobe :>>1. a friend>>2. a companion>>3. a lover>>4. a brother>>5. a father>>6. a master>>7. a chef>>8. an electrician>>9. a carpenter>>10. a plumber>>11. a mechanic>>12. a decorator>>13. a stylist>>14 . a gynecologist>>16. a psychologist>>17. a pest exterminator>>18. a psychiatrist>>19. a healer>>20. a good listener>>21. an organiser>>22. a good father>>23. very clean>>24. sympathetic>>25. athletic>>26. warm>>27. attentive>>28. gallant>>29. intelligent>>30. funny>>31. creative>>32. tender>>33. strong>>34. understanding>>35. tolerant>>36. prudent>>37. ambitious>>38. capable>>39. courageous>>40. determined>>41. true>>42. dependable>>43. passionate>>WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:>>44. give her compliments regularly>>45. love shopping>>46. be honest>>47. be very rich>>48. not stress her out>>49. not look at other girls>>AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:>>50. give her lots of attention, but expect littleyourself>>51. give her lots of time, especially time forherself>>52. give her lots of space, never worrying aboutwhere she goes>>IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:>>53. Never to forget:>>* birthdays>>* anniversaries>>* arrangements she makes>>HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY :>>1 . Leave him alone in peace.

stupid

2005-04-02T09:13:00.000+08:00

Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin?Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?Why you don't ever see the headline:"Psychic Wins Lottery"?Why "abbreviated" is such a long word?Why Doctors call what they do a "practice"?Why you have to click on "Start"to stop Windows 98?Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashingliquidismade with real lemons?Why the man who invests all your money is calleda "Broker"?Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food?And who tastes dog food when it has a"new & improved" flavour?Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes?Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?Why they don't make the whole plane out of thematerial used for thatindestructible black box?Why sheep don't shrink when it rains?Why they are called apartments whenthey are all stuck together?If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress?Why they call the airport "the terminal"if flying is so safe?AND...In case you need further proof that the human raceis doomed because ofstupidity, here are some actual label instructionson consumer goods.On a Myer hairdryer:"Do not use while sleeping".(Darn, and that's the only time I have to work onmy hair).On a bag of Chips:You could be a winner! No purchase necessary.Details inside.(Thats gotta be the shoplifter special!!)On a bar of Palmolive soap:"Directions: Use like regular soap".(And that would be how???)On some frozen dinners:"Serving suggestion: Defrost".(hey, it's just a suggestion).On Nanna's Tiramisu dessert(printed on bottom):"Do not turn upside down".(Well...duh, a bit late, huh)!On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:"Product will be hot after heating".(And you thought????...)On packaging for a K-Mart iron:"Do not iron clothes on body".(But wouldn't this save me more time?)On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery aftertaking this medication".(We could do a lot to reduce the rate ofconstruction accidents if wecouldjust get those 5 year olds with head colds off thoseforklifts.)On Nytol Sleep Aid:"Warning: May cause drowsiness".(And...I'm taking this because???)On most brands of Christmas lights:"For indoor or outdoor use only".(As opposed to...what?)On a Japanese food processor:"Not to be used for the other use".(Now, somebody out there, help me on this. I'm abit curious.)On Nobby's peanuts:"Warning: contains nuts".(Talk about a news flash!)On an American Airlines packet of nuts:"Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts".(Step 3: maybe, uh...fly Delta?)I don't blame the company, I blame the parents forthis one:On a child's superman costume:"Wearing of this garment does not enable you tofly".On a Swedish chainsaw:"Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands orgenitals".(mmm!!,was there a lot of this happeningsomewhere?)Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turnto spread thestupidity

summer

2005-03-29T08:29:00.000+08:00

oi, ano na balita sa inyo? san kyo mgprapracticum? ano oras kayo pupunta sa friday?